pornstar-incognito

Its been a long time sence my last journal entry, and i feel like i have been denying myself something by not writing an entry. Well here i am. The past few weeks have been spent in a kind of self reflection mode. I have been thinking about where my life is going and why im not very happy with it.  First, i am still single and sometimes lonely... This seems to be the most prominent issue right now, something that is keeping me from being truely happy. However I will be starting college here in a few months and I expect that i will meet tons of new people, and maybe a beautiful girl to share my life with. I am hoping that the longer i wait the

Today went well, it was spent cleaning and doing laundry... then relaxing. I feel that i am  more rested and relaxed than i have been in a while, i even busted out a few sketches today... Today i found an amazing quote from Einstein: "...one of the strongest motives that lead men to art and science is escape from everyday life with its painful crudity and hopeless dreariness, from the fetters of one's own ever-shifting desires. A finely tempered nature longs to escape from the personal life into the world of objective perception and thought."  This one hits home...

I really dont know what "the low down" means, but its a title... I just got done working five hours of overtime today and looking forward to relaxing for the rest of the weekend. However due to so much time spent at work, both my room and my car are obscenely dirty so i probobly wont get as much relaxing time as i want. I am finding solice in working a lot. It keeps me busy, and from thinking too much about stuff i'd rather not think about. It is also helping immensly with the "Mason Move Out Fund." Once again i am feeling like im getting into a rut though. The parties that my friends throw seemed to have lost their appeal, and it feels like